That
happened in November 1971. Rather quickly I returned to teaching. A dedicated immigrant from South Africa
had gotten the funds to begin a dropout center for teenagers—sixty African
American students and one Caucasian. As I remember, the students ranged in age
from fifteen to twenty-one. The faculty consisted of five African Americans and
two Caucasians: Denny, a young Jew, and myself, an ex-nun.
Denny
taught American history; I, composition, grammar, and literature. Quickly I
discovered that only a few students believed in their ability to learn. My job
was clear: I needed to help them appreciate the knowledge within themselves.
Several
had been in the reformatory and that was rich fodder for writing. We began by
sharing their life stories, some of which were acutely poignant while others had
us all laughing.
We
spent days sharing stories, then we began to write. I didn’t want spelling to
get in the way of their writing so we began with their calling out words they’d
need for their compositions. I printed these on the chalkboard.
Next
they wrote. Then came the reading of their stories. By this time, a community was
forming in each of the classes—freshman through senior. The students
now felt bound to one another within this community, so they supported one
another’s efforts in finding the “telling” word; forming alliteration, analogy,
simile, metaphor; and developing the story arc. We discussed sustaining
suspense and preparing for the denouement.
Once
we trusted one another, the students shared their dreams about what they’d like
to do with their lives. Clearly, they needed to be prepared for work that would
earn the necessary funds to fulfill their dreams. And yet their spoken English was non-standardized.
Who would hire them?
The
day came when I said, “ You know all of you are so smart.”
“What
makes you say that, Ms. Ready?” they asked.
“Well,
I can speak only one language but all of you speak two. That’s smart.”
The
statement astounded them. Two languages? What did I mean?
To
illustrate, I asked one student to pretend to be in a downtown Dayton office
for a job interview with a white personnel director. “What questions do you
think that man or woman will ask you?” I inquired.
The
students reeled off a list of things they’d heard asked before: What job
experience do you have? How old are you? What are your skills? What was your
attendance like in high school? How about your grades?
As
the students asked the questions, I printed them on the chalkboard, just as the
students said them—in Black English. Beneath each question I printed how I—a speaker
of standardized English—would ask it. “Notice any difference?” I asked.
Yes.
They saw that how they spoke and how I spoke were different. “If you want to
get work out there in that big white world, you need to speak what’s known as Standardized
English,” I explained.
“So
what are we speaking?” one student asked, “Dayton English?”
“You’re
speaking Black English.”
“Bad
English?”
“No.
Black English. It’s a real language. Just like French or Spanish. Or any other
language. It has rules and something called syntax. You speak it. So you speak
two languages. When you’re with one another you speak Black English.”
“But
white people don’t seem to understand me when I talk,” one young man
complained. “They say I speak ‘broken English.’”
“Not
broken. Black. But you’ve put your finger on the problem. We’ve got to practice
speaking what is known as ‘standardized English’ if you’re going to get past
that first job interview.”
So
we began. They asked questions in Black English. I printed these queries on the
chalkboard. Beneath them, I’d print standardized English. We’d practice saying
this second set of questions. I wanted them to get used to the questions they’d
be asked.
Then
we practiced answers in Black and standardized English.
Slowly,
as the weeks passed, the students became adept at switching from Black to standardized.
I participated in countless mythical interviews as the personnel manager or the
boss of a Dayton business. The students participated as Black English speakers
and as standardized English speakers.
Time
passed and they beamed at their growing expertise to shift from Black to standardized
English. “Just look at us,” their smiles declared. “We speak two languages! We’re downright educated!”
I
agreed. “Yes. The cat’s meow!”
Next
Tuesday I’ll continue the story of my work at the dropout center with these
students, who were so eager to learn.
Afterword #1: Thanks for all your comments on my posting this past Tuesday
and for the suggestions about how to keep the newly cleaned shower stall
pristine. I’ve now taken a shower and “ah, my foes, and oh, my friends” the
wiped stall “gives a lovely light”—with an acknowledgement to the poet Edna St.
Vincent Millay. I just got a call that tomorrow—Sunday at 10 am—I'll have my first "showing" of this house. Send those good wishes winging this way! I'm on Central Daylight Time!!!
Afterword #2: For my postings from January through March, a number of you
commented on my “courage.” I thank you for that, and I’d like to introduce you
today to a storyteller whose courage and fortitude I greatly admire. Some of
you read Rita’s blog Soul Comfort’s Corner, so you’ve met this extraordinarily
talented woman who lives daily with the aches and pangs of fibromyalgia and
fills those days with painting, journaling and creating exquisite note cards.
However, fewer of you know her second blog: Soul Comfort’s Stories.
During
April, Rita posted a two-part story on this second blog about her youth during
the Vietnam War. I urge you to read Installment 1, which is entitled “The Helpful Hooker: Running Away to Canada” and Installment 2, “Innocents on the Road: Running Away to Canada.” Once you read her stories, you’ll go back for
more. Her latest is “Uniform.”
I wish you could have been MY teacher!!
ReplyDeleteDear Fran, . . . thank you. And I wish that all the students I've been privileged to meet could know you and your great zest for life. Peace.
DeleteI have noticed Rita's comments for quite a while--I'm not sure why I never checked out her blogs. I am now a follower of her "corner" & "stories". Thank you for the recommendation!
ReplyDeleteDear Fran, . . . I'm so glad that you went and read Rita's two blogs. There's so much comfort in her corner of the world. When I read her I can feel tension oozing out of me. Peace.
DeleteI wish you all the good luck.
ReplyDeleteAgain I was so interested what you wrote I read it twice over before commenting.
Yvonne.
Dear Yvonne, . . . thank you for the wishes of good luck. I'm so glad you find these posts interesting. Your interest and that of others are what keep me remembering the wonder of my life. Peace.
DeleteI too would have loved to have you for my teacher. As it was, I had a couple favorites over the years, but none of them hold a candle to the memory your students have of you, of that I am sure. :-)
ReplyDeleteDear DJan, . . . one of things I'd like to think might happen in an afterlife is that we would meet all the people who have touched our lives and whose lives we have touched. What a celebration of joy that would be.
DeleteI was so blessed by having teachers who made Latin and algebra and history and civics and English interesting. I came to love learning. And I modeled my teaching on what I'd seen these fine women--mostly all nuns--do in the classroom. Nearly all the teachers I had wanted nothing more than for their students to love learning.
Peace.
Dee, This post is beautifully written and illustrates perfectly why you were an amazing teacher. I wish I would have had as much success. I wasn't allowed to talk to the students about the need for standardized English. My blog is public again. I'm not sure if you're a follower. If you aren't, then I hope you join us. Next week I hope to review your book, which I read while you were taking your break.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Janie Lola
Dear Janie, . . . You know while I was teaching I didn't see myself as being successful. That's what all you are saying. I simply saw myself as wanting to make learning exciting and interesting. I wanted the students to come to know the keep down goodness within them. I bet that happened for you also, Janie. And yes, I do follow you, but for the month of April I was away from home much of the time.
DeleteI'm starting next week to again follow all the blogs I enjoy. This past week I had computer problems for three days and only today can I really begin to blog again. So I'll be seeing you on Monday! Peace.
I know you're a member of my PRIVATE blog, but I don't know if you're a follower of my public blog. I don't seem to be back in the blog rolls yet, but you can use my URL to access my blog. I wanted to make learning exciting, but I only got to teach one lesson that I created myself. Everything teachers are supposed to do is an order, with no room for creativity.
DeleteWhat treasures your stories are - so well written, engaging, and poignant. So glad to be able to visit again.
ReplyDeleteDear, dear Dee! While you were teaching students new ways of looking at their abilities that they would remember the rest of their lives, I was in survival mode--LOL! Thanks so much for your kindness, dear lady. I admire all you have had to deal with in your life and all you have accomplished. Thanks so very much. I can't tell you how much your approval is appreciated. :)
ReplyDeleteDear Rita, . . . yes, I was teaching and you were living a life that teaches all of us.
DeleteMost of us can talk the talk; it's the walking the walk that makes such a difference and for the past several years I've made an art form of being lackadaisical. I need to start protesting again!!!! Peace.
Each time I read a post of yours I am filled with awe and wonder. All these miles and years away from the situations you are describing I can warm my hands at the light of your caring nature.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much.
Off to check out your friend shortly.
Dear EC, . . . thank you. I like to think that I do have a caring nature. What I do know is that I have a fierce sense of justice. I'm so glad you are going to Rita's blog. She's a wonder. Peace.
DeleteI love the sense of camaraderie that grew out of your class. It sounds like a great place to learn!
ReplyDeleteDear Emily, . . . building community and "camaraderie" in the classroom was always important to me. I wanted the students to support one another in their endeavors. If a community is working together--students as one--then so much can be accomplished and all the children learn and grow--together. Peace.
DeleteYou were a teacher who loved to teach and loved her students. How lucky were they!
ReplyDeleteDear Arleen, . . . it's true: I did love to teach and I loved the students. To be a part of their lives in this way was a true privilege--a blessing in my life. Peace.
DeleteI love the way you teach this, Dee: what a lucky class you had.
ReplyDeleteDear Kate, . . . from reading your blog and seeing your inquisitive mind in action and learning how much you value the connection between things and people, I know that your classes are lucky to have you too. Peace.
Deleteyou did quite a service bringing this issue to the light of day. it's too often uncomfortable to white people to talk about. bridging communication gaps is nothing short of holy work, especially with the intention you were going for as far as jobs and helping them achieve their goals. very shrewd. your life experience just sparkles with wisdom in action.
ReplyDeleteDear Ed, . . . thank you for calling teaching "holy" work. It truly is. I've said before that when we teach we are like Moses standing before the burning bush and taking off his sandals because he stood on holy ground. That is what students are--holy ground waiting to be sown with the beauty of their own being and the Oneess of the Universe. Peace.
DeleteOh what a gift you were to all your students, Dee! You could have done nothing that would have helped them more to survive in a world where so much was stacked against them. I'm sure so many of them must remember you with real gratitude and love.
ReplyDeleteDear Perpetua, . . . I hope they do remember those days at the drop-out center as a time when they were truly valued by all the teachers there. On Tuesdays posting I'll tell about how those same teachers helped me understand something that I needed to learn. Peace.
DeleteWow, you reached those that some would have called unreachable and helped them to not only learn curriculum but you also gave them life tools. Quite impressive. Thanks for Rita's link. I will check it out.
ReplyDeleteDear Arkansas Patti, . . . we all need life tools. I remember 1953, when the Sisters of Mercy at St. Mary's High School taught our junior class how to engage in conversation. How to meet a stranger and be able to talk about whatever interests that person. That skill has served me so well throughout all my life. Those nuns were wonderful teachers. A blessing in my life. Please do check out Rita's link.
DeletePeace.
You discovered the true art of teaching: first you reach their hearts and then you will reach their minds. I enjoyed this post. I am heading over to Rita's now. Thank you for sharing~
ReplyDeleteDear Shelly, . . . you are so right about teaching being the art of reaching the whole person--both heart and mind. Peace. And I know you will enjoy Rita's two blogs. Peace.
DeleteAnother thought provoking post, Dee, and one I will come back to read again for more insight as it is getting late. When I do, I know I will spend some time on Rita's blog. Right now, I'm slowly getting back into the swing of things.
ReplyDeleteI'm reading a memoir I think you would find interesting. I'll post on it soon. It is called "The Midwife" and is about tending to the poorest of the poor in the East End of London in the 1950's. I bring it up now because the author has an appendix witch includes the vernacular of the folks, mostly women, she tended to. It is a fascinating read about midwives, both nurses and nuns.
Dear Penny, . . . I'm so glad to learn that you are getting "back into the swing of things." The time off I took in April was refreshing and made me realize just how important all of you whom I've met through bogging are to me.
DeleteI'll go to the library website and see if I can find "The Midwife." You've recommended so many interesting, intriguing, thought-provoking, poignant, and entertaining books on your blog. I'm indebted to you for introducing me to some wonderful authors. And of course, I'm indebted to you for sharing your lyrical soul on your blog. Peace.
Thank you, Dee. I appreciate your support. The blogging community is really wonderful, isn't it?
DeleteJennifer Worth is the author of The Midwife. I would not have know about if I had not read about it on a blog. I find the best reviews on bookish blogs - better than what I usually read in the papers and magazines. Life is grand. Your words are kind and I am so glad to share books I've read.
So fascinating. Those kids were very lucky to have you--we're lucky to have you.
ReplyDeleteDear Elisa, . . . thank you.
DeletePeace.
HI Dee,
ReplyDeleteI found this post fascinating, just the thought of the Black English. Because I work with many ELL students, and they are already fluent in their home language, it's challenging for them to make the transfer to using English syntax. I'm thinking of one student in particular that I've worked with all year, especially verb and plural usage. I never thought to take her sentences and rewrite in English, rather than just rewriting a word or two. Perhaps that would help her make the leap more completely.
As usual, a great post about fantastic teaching!
Dear Sandi, . . . I hope that technique helps your EEl student "make the leap more completely." Language makes such a difference. And people can judge others so harshly when the other person doesn't sound like what we think an English speaker should sound like.
DeleteI hope to take Spanish in the fall and be able to communicate with Spanish speakers I meet. Wish me luck!
Peace.
I just can't imagine where your wisdom came from...what I mean by that is that your perspective certainly wasn't broadly shared! i took classes in the early 90s in which we discussed Ebonics as a distinct language, especially in Los Angeles schools at the time, and best practices for teachers. But even in the teaching community at that time it was extremely controversial to in any way legitimize the speech patterns of inner city youth. You just amaze me with your sensitivity and awareness! I see by the comments above that you are still inspiring other teachers. That is so wonderful, Dee. Debra
ReplyDeleteBless your kind and caring heart, Dee.. your a great teacher filled with compassion and understanding for your students unique needs.
ReplyDeleteYour writings are so humbling.. my thanks for sharing them.
Fingers and toes are crossed for a quick sale!