tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post3940707062744783530..comments2024-02-21T14:12:55.866-06:00Comments on coming home to myself: ImbalanceDeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-27304238531637996282017-06-09T22:14:22.940-05:002017-06-09T22:14:22.940-05:00Dear Deanna, yes, it's been 3 months now and t...Dear Deanna, yes, it's been 3 months now and the experience has remained with me also--"difficult but very positive." And it continues. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-9656567783481744072017-06-02T11:15:53.662-05:002017-06-02T11:15:53.662-05:00Dee, I'm glad to finally get to read some of y...Dee, I'm glad to finally get to read some of your latest postings. This one is dramatic and so real to me. After surgery in 2015 I had a lot of reevaluting to do. That time has remained with me as difficult but very positive. I wish blessings for you from what you're experiencing.deannahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16352855975153416194noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-1601369221162099182017-05-13T21:50:18.237-05:002017-05-13T21:50:18.237-05:00Dear Cynthia, I hope to post tomorrow about how th...Dear Cynthia, I hope to post tomorrow about how things have changed with regard to emotional balance and equilibrium in the past week. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-1730135452992020332017-05-13T21:49:18.428-05:002017-05-13T21:49:18.428-05:00Dear Troutbirder, I look forward to learning about...Dear Troutbirder, I look forward to learning about what conclusions you come to when you consider your own experiences and write about them. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-13056980142464916692017-05-13T15:16:18.605-05:002017-05-13T15:16:18.605-05:00Wow, what an experience. It's a cliche that l...Wow, what an experience. It's a cliche that life is a journey, but cliches become cliches because they are so true. Every event, every twist or sudden turn, changes our equilibrium, and not always in a pleasant way. I hope you will feel steady and at ease as the drama of your recent experiences recedes and becomes integrated in the "new you". Take your time to relax, rest, reflect. Cynthiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16035113274497372396noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-61482045235991076622017-05-12T19:24:43.479-05:002017-05-12T19:24:43.479-05:00Fascinating/interesting recent posts. I need to th...Fascinating/interesting recent posts. I need to think about this some more and perhaps write of my own experiences...:)troutbirderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14087811292280881959noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-46136003101751240642017-05-12T16:16:34.540-05:002017-05-12T16:16:34.540-05:00Dear Kario, once before that same response happene...Dear Kario, once before that same response happened--during a very bad acute rotational vertigo episode of Meziere's back in the winter of 2006. I can remember lying for hours in peace. <br /><br />By the way, I'm also glad the Universe decided I could stick around! Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-81590064318005393242017-05-11T10:56:01.270-05:002017-05-11T10:56:01.270-05:00What a beautiful response you had to your fear - l...What a beautiful response you had to your fear - listening to it, acknowledging it, and resting in it alongside gratitude. You are an amazing soul, Dee, and I am so glad that the Universe decided you needed to stick around and contribute your special brand of beauty to the world (although, I'm not surprised). Love.kariohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10150537989886423212noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-56217753456838043092017-05-08T14:32:05.237-05:002017-05-08T14:32:05.237-05:00Dear Arkansas Patti, it is so helpful to me to hav...Dear Arkansas Patti, it is so helpful to me to have you and Rita (see her comment above) share that you, too, have had the life/death experience and that it has not only touched, but changed, your life. We journey together.<br /><br />The doctor told me that for each 1/2 hour of anesthesia it takes a week for it to be gone from the body. My operation lasted 4 hours so 8 weeks! The pain is a memory. I'd never really known what the doctors were talking about when they used the measure of 1 to 10 when asking about my pain. Now I know what 10 is---every ache in the future will be measured against that. I am so blessed. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-44304891727691732472017-05-08T14:28:48.404-05:002017-05-08T14:28:48.404-05:00Dear Rita, I'm so touched by your sharing in t...Dear Rita, I'm so touched by your sharing in this comment you've left here. One of the wonders of blogging is that when we share an experience and others comment, we learn that the journey we are on is one others have taken before us. Your wisdom is so appreciated. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-46320535975255959642017-05-08T13:51:14.920-05:002017-05-08T13:51:14.920-05:00When we come so close to death and our mortality i...When we come so close to death and our mortality is not longer a maybe but a for sure, it does shake the foundation. While it is unnerving, it is also helpful and healing--or at least in my experience. We learn what is important and what is fleeting. The people and pets you reached out to are not fleeting, they are a part of you--often the best part. <br />Did not know anesthesia lasted that long. Sure hope that part of your healing is over with. Keep taking that step at a time forward and I so hope that pain has become just a memory for you. Be well in all areas dear lady. Arkansas Pattihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14156004753267665579noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-28996639043638873832017-05-08T13:24:09.004-05:002017-05-08T13:24:09.004-05:00When you have come close enough to death to feel t...When you have come close enough to death to feel the brush of wings against your cheek it changes your perspective. Or it can. Some people never allow change or insight or awe or the oneness and grasp tightly with an almost violent fear to their old path. It took me a few near death experiences as a child and young woman to crack open my heart and soul...to change my perspective. Blessings they were. Even the most violent and painful one. Blessings. <br /> <br />They prepared me for having a child I was told would not live...and for watching death come close enough to kiss him on the forehead several times. Was why I didn't cling fiercely to his life. Why I fully appreciated each individual day--each morning we were still both breathing, you know? Life is a fragile, precious flame. So many things people worry about are just not that important in the bigger picture, you know?<br /><br />You do sound changed by this experience. I am so happy for you!! It is truly an intimate, personal blessing that will resonate within your soul for the rest of your life. <br />Love and hugs from Fargo!! :) :) Ritahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02043285884495492598noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-14966624036287817432017-05-08T10:49:24.026-05:002017-05-08T10:49:24.026-05:00Dear DJan, a friend commented to me via a phone ca...Dear DJan, a friend commented to me via a phone call that my recent postings seem more "real" because they are so honest. So I'm not surprised that you are saying there's a "different feeling and tone." I know that I'm searching right now for equilibrium. <br /><br />The neurosurgeon has said 8 weeks to get the anesthesia out of my system (it will be 8 weeks tomorrow), 10 weeks for the foot-long incision to heal (that is the muscles and tendons that were cut to get to the spine), and 6 months for recuperation. <br /><br />I'm hoping that as time passes my life will become more real to me again. Thank you for the hugs and smiles! Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-72643022620852224052017-05-08T08:02:52.893-05:002017-05-08T08:02:52.893-05:00Your writing has taken on a different feeling and ...Your writing has taken on a different feeling and tone, Dee. Perhaps it's because of your recent experience, but I look forward to reading your posts and hope that you are able to stick around for awhile longer before you join those friends. Hugs and smiles. :-)DJanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07152183871573797791noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-70556952285007647082017-05-07T22:44:54.816-05:002017-05-07T22:44:54.816-05:00Dear Heidrun, hope does shift. Recently a friend t...Dear Heidrun, hope does shift. Recently a friend talked to me about hope and I remembered Emily Dickinson's poem. One of the things I'm realizing is that I need to return to things, like poetry, that spoke to me in the past and helped give meaning to my life. I've let go of some of the pillars of my life. I need to welcome them back--perhaps in a new way, but back. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-23149472397370832152017-05-07T21:57:50.531-05:002017-05-07T21:57:50.531-05:00Yes the journey through many seasons and as we age...Yes the journey through many seasons and as we age hope shifts and teases our brain. Reality shifts. Vision less sharp makes all have a different perspecrive. And memories even jumble into new creations that seem very real. Wisdom as elders may fade as we doubt ourselves and possibly feel fear. Hopefully peace is the grand finale. We live each day wondering which is the last hurrah? <br />Buddy says we are all getting older and I smile.Heidrun Khokhar, KleinsteMottehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16174142810114806410noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-76069409388890103542017-05-07T21:28:25.000-05:002017-05-07T21:28:25.000-05:00Dear Debra, as you can see, your comment reached m...Dear Debra, as you can see, your comment reached me. I'm glad. I hope next week to use in my posting the Joseph Campbell quotation that was on the card you sent me. It so pinpoints what is happening with me right now.<br /><br />I hope your grieving for the loss of your father has not brought you into any dark corners or shadowed walls. In Oneness he is with you. I so believe that. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-67897928550387266122017-05-07T21:26:11.784-05:002017-05-07T21:26:11.784-05:00Dear Birdie, thank you so much for visiting my blo...Dear Birdie, thank you so much for visiting my blog and leaving a comment. I've bookmarked your site and will visit it this week. You know I'm coming to believe that all of us are on a journey that offers many difficult times, as well as joyous. I know I've crossed many bridges and known the raging waters. Now I'm crossing another bridge, almost afraid to look down at the river below. I shall, though--all in good time--as will you. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-16975774747541990142017-05-07T21:01:15.135-05:002017-05-07T21:01:15.135-05:00Dear Dee. You've surely been physically overwh...Dear Dee. You've surely been physically overwhelmed for such a long time that it doesn't seem surprising to imagine the strains on your emotions. You've connected to Oneness in a powerful experience, I believe, and I feel sure time will give you the clarity you're waiting on. I've not been able to leave messages recently but I'm hoping this will reach you, my friend.Debra Fetterlyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04122149225692608070noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-15136344328376136672017-05-07T19:49:03.636-05:002017-05-07T19:49:03.636-05:00I'm new-ish here but wanted to say thanks for ...I'm new-ish here but wanted to say thanks for this post. Though I have not had any major surgery, I am trying to find where I fit within the Oneness. It is a difficult time. Confusing. I am glad to know that I'm not alone on the journey. Birdiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03479872783727855901noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-33640777648466460252017-05-07T16:37:20.389-05:002017-05-07T16:37:20.389-05:00Dear Sue, I trust that gentleness is entering my l...Dear Sue, I trust that gentleness is entering my life. For so long I've asked too much of myself and been a stern taskmaster. Now I'd like to do that "floating" you hope for me. To be gracious to myself. To cherish myself as much as I cherish others. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-82398306992787518982017-05-07T16:36:02.034-05:002017-05-07T16:36:02.034-05:00Dear Fishducky, thank you. Peace.Dear Fishducky, thank you. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-71741236363908065942017-05-07T16:35:42.853-05:002017-05-07T16:35:42.853-05:00Dear Joanne, knowing what happened to you in March...Dear Joanne, knowing what happened to you in March in Washington, D. C., I truly appreciate your comment. The edges are indeed "ruffled." I'm trying to tuck them into the frame for a renewed life. <br /><br />I'm wondering if you, too, are experiencing emotional imbalance, given what happened on your trip with your grand daughters. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-62349071842142108732017-05-07T16:33:49.838-05:002017-05-07T16:33:49.838-05:00Dear Baiba, yes, more time to enjoy life. Each day...Dear Baiba, yes, more time to enjoy life. Each day I'm more and more aware that life is to be enjoyed and that I have so much for which to be grateful. Peace.Deehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00612299013780771262noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195629195750583833.post-71908342206301149062017-05-07T16:28:07.432-05:002017-05-07T16:28:07.432-05:00Not easy. Never easy. I hope a gentle balance fi...Not easy. Never easy. I hope a gentle balance finds you, and lets you float with it.Elephant's Childhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06650565833097914052noreply@blogger.com